Saturday, April 13, 2013

Growing Up Amish


Growing up Amish 

 

Life has not been very easy in this community, where as many children my own age

have been accustomed to the daily grind of waking up before the rooster does.

Mom sets the days work to begin its 4 am, to me when I was younger life was

I guess ok but as I am older I see life in a different part of the world.

I left his life because of all the turmoil it gave to me. My life was not really my own, it belonged to

my parents. My dad was a hardworking farmer and my mom had 9 other children to feed.

Dad sold eggs, chickens and goats milk to make cheese. My mom baked breads and churned butter

and made home made jelly for the winter and then she baked pies for sale.


This has been the hardest part growing up in this tradition. I feel that the outside world

by young adults do not know what real work is like unless you have lived in my own families

home and did the things we did. This is the story of my life, when I was a baby till I left it

30 yrs ago.

 

All truths are told whether they are inconsistent they are the best of my ability.

It was 1960, it was raining out side and dad asked me, to get up, it was 4 am and to milk the cow. I placed on my bonnet pulling my long hair underneath it and pulled up  my trousers underneath the long black skirt we had to wear and placed my  muddy black shoes on. It was really cold outside, it is January and nearing spring as I loved the smell of spring with the flowers starting to bloom. Summer was another grueling time.

I took my heavy coat and went outside . Even the cows were annoyed to be milked so early in the day as well as the goats. I first fed them the straw and hay that my dad had laid out for them to eat. Then I went to get the brown  30 gallon bucket to catch the milk in. it was quite heavy but I was a thick skinned young girl. My grandpa used to tell me that I was the only one who was the “free spirit” that everyone had their own minds made up, but for me I still wanted to do what I felt was right. Grandpa knew that one day I would eventually leave.

 
I was only 10 then. I went to school in the afternoon for only 2 hours to learn English.. Our family was German/Dutch, it was readily spoken each day, so my English was very poor. We go to the 8th grade in school, our congregation says that school ruins the brains of people that we all need to be productive without it. I think that he is totally wrong. But I was not allowed to backfire him he was the king of our community.  He was a rachard man, he would wipe us girls if he could, he I heard that he done something bad to one of the young teenagers when we were trying to find ourselves and they never made him pay for this crime.



to be continued

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

THE PEARL NECKLACE
By Crazy Jewlery Queen© 2008
He walked into the room she was there cladly dressed in that red flimsy low cut dress the one he hated. She turned to him with the smeek smile on her face as to say “ who the hell are you to torture me this way” then right there he fired the gun. Bang it went off, repeatedly. How many bullets do you have in that gun? She replied. Not many. I just want to remove her from my life he said. Who do you want to remove me? No “her” who is she? The woman that torments me inside, the woman who comes to see me at night, the one who tells me she loves me then shoots me dead, the one with the Pearl Necklace.

Chapter One
Summer Treats was her stage name. She was the most admirable woman that anyone could have met. However, this was quite different she would visit him in her basement apartment in the lower level of the dark red brownstone building in lower Manhattan. She lived alone, well contrary not alone, she lived there with her two yellow cockatoos and her cat Melly. Melly was a brown, grey, and white calico and was very sly when he would come to visit her master. She would hiss at him; when he walks into the door. Melly would sniff his cigar-smelled outfit and then walk away.What time is it dear? I think it’s something like ten am. You are late for your appointment aren’t you? Appointment? Which one? The one to the doctors? Melly sniffled against his leg as she tried to claw up to his leg and bite him.
I think that this cat really hates me. Nah she does not hate you, she just does not like men in her house. Only females often visit me, not many men come here she told him.
Why is that? Why is what? That only females visit you, do you have a problem with men? No I really do not but I do not see you as a man, I see you as my brother. Your brother who are you kidding missy? Hey Mister I done you one favor, I am not doing you the next one.
Where did you leave her? Leave who? The lady with the necklace, the one who robbed me blindly last week the one who tortures me in my sleep? There was never any woman. It was all a bad dream, of he thought.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I AM THE VIOLIN

BY Linda Valentino(c)2007

I am the violin, I play softly music from my cords, I can make you sleepy or wake you up as I glide my strings onto your ears.I can sing my songs into your minds eye as my body warms up towards your heart. I am bold. I am golden looking with bits of color of mahogany. I am made of three strings and my bow is soft with cloth that makes me glide onto my strings. What am I am doing wrong? You say. I am the violin that you put me away. Who am I?

MESSAGE IN THE TREES

MESSAGE IN THE TREES
By Linda SC Valentino ©2009

Addy walked alone on this desolated street with her cell phone in her hand as she left work as usual. She wanted no one to know where she was coming from, she worked at the bar just a few miles from her house, she was paranoid that this man would be coming for her. She did not know his name but his piercing eyes was his giveaway of how she felt. He was hers. She made him hers. She would dream about this man she make him up in her mind’s eye every time she went to work at the nightclub. She would change her homely clothes to become the spotlight girl that every man dreamed about. She would become the instantcious woman that every man craved.
She was the one who made the man go crazed in this town, not knowing that she lived a secret life all of her own, back in the woods. She felt content at home, surrounding herself with her plants in the brown and green pots, all her plants had names of people she once loved and cared for. She even had one representing her three cats. The potted plants had faces like the cats, but there were no cats to be found, only the memory of them prancing in and out of her back door.
She arrived home around three am, when she came home a note left on the back tree blowing so lightly. She opened up the back light and proceeded to the tall brown aging tree, with its bark darkening ever so lightly. The message read” I know who you are”. No name. Nothing. She became frightened, then she walked around the house looking for a predator to see if “he” was the one following her each night. There was no one. No one that she knew if that was the case.
She turned out the lights and stepped into the house, in the corner of the room was a dark figure, she could see the outline of the figure. She thought to herself who is this? Did I invite someone in my home? She walked away still shaken, but never to reveal who this stranger was to her she went into the kitchen to get herself a hot cup of cocoa. She turned around this figure of an elderly a woman sitting on the other side of the table where she normally sits. She says nothing. Addy looked at her, she grabbed her large green and red mug and poured the hot water into the mug and went into her bedroom as she always does. Turns out the lights in the living room and kitchen. The figure still standing there. She did not talk to that woman.
Addy rolled down her bed, and fluffed up her pillows turned on the Handel music and went to turn the bath water on, with her favorite bubble bath Strawberries n Cream. The water was getting quite hot, the dark figure turned the water off. Alarming her in a way she could not figure out who that person was. She did not scream with fear, she just did not know what to think of it. The figure was in her house for the last one hundred years. She has seen it before, Not knowing what and who it is, she just did not say anything.
She washed off the old day of her body, cleaned off all the handprints of all the men that had been touching her and washed away the old and refreshed with the newness of the spring like spray she was putting on her body. She dressed into her long pink nightgown with pretty little purple daisies and went to bed. By that time the cocoa was cold. She went into the kitchen and the woman was gone. She thought to herself that it was her own mother checking up on her to see if she was okay. She was not alarmed anymore, since she did not see her in the kitchen anymore she was not afraid.
She took off her slippers and placed her body in her bed, leaving the small table light on, prompted up on her bed with her favorite book Message in the Trees. She was about to turn in and turn the light off and she heard this big thump. She jumped up to see what it was. She looked out her bedroom window the tree she found the note on fell forward. She got scared. She drew down the curtains and she went to sleep.
The next morning came it was raining out heavily. Her newspaper was drenched, she loved reading her newspaper but she could not. She decided that maybe she can microwave it, to get it dried but all it did was to burn the ends of it. Not a good idea, she thought.
Her cell phone rang it was only seven thirty in the morning. Who on earth would call me this early.
Addy? Yes this is she, this is Mel down a the club. Did you know someone by the name of Royce Triple? Name sounds familiar why? He was snooping around your place last night. We all called the sheriff, did anything happen there after you left work? No. Wait yes it did, I heard around eleven the thump of some kind, was it him? Was it Mr. Triple? I do not know he is not talking, he said that you live in his house. His house? Where, when? He used to live there when he was a child. He just got out of prison and wanted to know why you were there. I did see a dark figure in my house, but I see my mother often to protect me that’s all. Did anything happen to you Addy last night anything unusual? No Mel. I am sorry to bother you, I just wanted to know if you are okay. You working tonight? No Mel I am off. What a nice day to be off. Its raining outside. Not a problem Mel, I like the rain, I can get things done in my home. Thank you.
If you hear or need anything please call me, you have my number right Addy? Yes I do Mel, do not be so much of a worried hound, I will be alright. Good. I will see you tomorrow. All right, have a great rainy day. I will bye.
Addy became frightened again. The thump she heard it again. This time she put on her boots and her shinny yellow raincoat and went out to the back of the house. Across all the trees there were messages. One said. I know who you are, the other sleep tight little one, mommies here, you can never leave here. Why all the messages? Was the book I was reading coming to life?She thought of returning into the house. Turned on the teapot, took out the peanut butter and slabbed on some on the wheat toast that she just made. Poured a cup of green tea in the cup, went to sit on the sofa to read the rest of her book. The characters were starting to come out of the book, the messages were trying to follow her, she could not understand why? Or why did Mel mention the man’s name Royce Triple. Did he read the same book? In the book was that man’s name. Was it Royce coming back from the dead to claim his rights to this house? I wonder what it could be she thought. Now I really have to finish this book.
The doorbell rang. Hi are you Addy Fowler? Yes it is, I have a package for you, will you please sign for it. Sure. Will you like to come in and have a hot cup of tea with me. I cannot mame; I am only here to deliver parcels. Maybe next time and your name is? Oh, sorry My name is Ralph.
Thank you Ralph. For a second I thought you were going to tell me your name is Royce. No that is my dad’s name. Is your last name Triple? No its not. I’m sorry to have bothered you.
You are not bothering me mame. Addy went to sit on the couch did not open up the parcel at first, just continued to read her book. She looked mesmerized at the parcel. She did not order anything and no more books were ordered by mail, so what was in the parcel. She opened up the brown-papered bag like wrapping and took the brownish cord kept on staring at her name on the addressee. Whom was this from?